Looking through old photos and realizing the exact moment that I fell in love with Albany, never even considering the fact that I might end up here someday, or the opportunities it held for me. But I remember looking down this alleyway and thinking, "Wow, God. This is a beautiful city." It was a love I couldn't comprehend at the time, but one that God has intentionally molded into a passion for His kingdom. It is so incredible how God works things together for the good of those who love Him... And it's so amazing to look back and realize how God was working during a time that may not have seemed so sanguine back then.
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Day 2: There Is No "I" In "Team"
Peggy was scheduled for meetings all day on Thursday, so my second day of the clinical practicum was on Friday, September 12th. The initial plan was to sit in on RTI meetings all day, which I was genuinely looking forward to. I remember talking about them a lot during SED 450 last semester, so I was excited to be able to experience one first hand. The meeting we attended was centered around third grade, and present in the room were three third grade teachers, the principal, the ESL teacher, three reading teachers, the special education teacher and the Board of Education director. When the three of us followed Peggy into the room, everyone greeted us and seemed to enjoy the fact that we were there. Although we are inexperienced, I really appreciate the amount of our involvement each member of faculty is accepting. Although a portion of the meeting sounded like jargon to me, I was fascinated to discover such a high demand for resources. Basically, what it comes down to, is that there are more students who need resources than there are providers available to give them. However, I was impressed by how well the RTI team collaborated with each other to reach an efficient conclusion despite their lack of resources.
After the meeting, Peggy informed us that 22 out of 70 kindergarteners failed the speech screening at the beginning of the year and assigned us to our classrooms. I am assigned to a classroom of 19 students; 11 of which failed the initial screening and need to be retested in order to determine whether or not they qualify for services. This classroom consists of the most students with the highest need, so I have to admit that I am a little nervous to take on this task. However, I am thankful for Peggy because she continues to cultivate a comfortable environment for us and is open to all questions.
After we were assigned to our classrooms, Peggy modeled two different receptive language tests: the Peabody Picture Vocabulary Test (PPVT) and the Boehm Test of Basic Concepts. Both tests appeared effortless to administer, so we came to the conclusion that it was time to observe Peggy as she administered the tests to a student. Since the classroom I was assigned to is the one with the highest amount of need, we chose to begin with a student who scored a 1 on the screening. However, we were all impressed when he made it to a 12-year-old vocabulary level on the PPVT. Although this test went well, there was some confusion with the Boehm and we collaboratively decided to discontinue the use of that test and replace it with the CASL. Although we did not administer any tests ourselves on Friday, I believe that it is an important skill to learn how to adequately choose which tests to use. I was humbled by how much of our input Peggy takes into consideration.
As a final note, I have noticed how often Peggy tells us how much she appreciates our enthusiasm and excitement about this experience. Not only that, but she continuously reminds us that she is thankful for our help because there is clearly a substantial need for more speech pathologists in the building. I am thankful for a supervisor who considers us part of her team as opposed to just a couple of college students who are trying to complete their practicum. It brings me a lot of comfort to know that I am not alone in this experience.
Day 1: We're Gonna Make It
My first day at Giffen Memorial Elementary School was on Tuesday, September 9th. Sarah, Brittany and I approached the building together, each making note of how large the school was in comparison to where we once attended elementary school. We walked in the front entrance and signed in to receive our visitor name tags. At first, the woman responsible for the visitor sign-in table did not know who Peggy, our supervisor was, which sets forth an interesting representation of how large the school truly is. Moments later, Peggy appeared with a welcoming smile on her face, introduced herself to us, and proceeded to lead us through the maze-like hallways toward the resource room. By this point, the hallways were quickly filling up with loads of tiny children eager to eat breakfast, and Sarah, Brittany and I were continually exclaiming our excitement about beginning this placement. Once inside the resource room, the three of us still proclaiming our enthusiasm, we sat down at a table for a quick orientation. Peggy began to provide us with some background about the school: The students that attend are predominantly from low-income families whose parents were previously in jail, and there is only a 40% graduation rate. As she proceeded to tell us about the numerous stories she hears from the children on her caseload about the rats and the cockroaches in their homes, and about the little girl who was absent for weeks last year and turned up in a homeless shelter, I could feel tears filling my eyes. The stories became reality as I recalled each of the precious little faces I saw lining up for breakfast in the cafeteria on my way to the resource room. My heart broke at the reality of their circumstances, and I was immediately encompassed by the school and determined to do my best to make a difference. I believe it is important to have a general understanding of my caseload prior to administering therapy. If I appear not to care about their success as the speech pathologist, then they definitely will not care as a client.
As Peggy finished explaining the culture of the school, music began blasting through the loudspeaker. Apparently, an original song entitled, "We're Gonna Make It" plays every morning. The chorus says, "Who cares what the people say? We got it goin' on! No matter what comes our way, we're gonna make it, we're gonna make it." In my opinion, this song sets the day off with a positive start. In addition to it's purpose of encouraging the students, it was an encouraging message for me as well. Although we may be feeling slightly apprehensive about embarking on such a hands on experience, "we're gonna make it!"
When the song finished, Peggy went on to explain the speech therapy program used at Giffen and how a typical schedule for us is going to look. Since there are three of us and three kindergarten classrooms, we will each be placed in one of the classrooms. From my understanding, it sounds like we are going to become very familiar with Brady this semester, as each Tuesday will consist of reading a book that coincides with the theme for the week, and Thursdays and Fridays will be our therapy days in which we are able to implement and further emphasize the vocabulary from Tuesday's story. This coming week, the theme is "friendship," and the books are "Big Al" and "Big, Green, Scary Monster." What a coincidence, considering this is the book that was read to our seminar in the curriculum library on Monday!
Once we finished our orientation, Peggy gave us a tour of the school. I was amazed by the school spirit as almost every member of the faculty was wearing a green t-shirt with the school motto written on the front of it. Although the hallways were hectic and loud, every face was friendly and welcoming. Needless to say, it was the perfect first day.
Friday, September 12, 2014
Faith In Testing Too
I have been procrastinating for, studying for, and preparing for the GRE everyday since May. I spent nearly half of my vacation time in South Carolina studying GRE vocab words on the beach or by the pool. I overdid it working 10 hour shifts and spending every day off practicing math problems. I stressed myself out, because I believed it was necessary to become both a human dictionary and develop an analytical mind within a matter of months. I neglected spending time with my precious Jesus because I thought I could do all of this on my own.
News flash? I can't. You can't. None of us can pursue anything effectively or efficiently without the grace of God.
The other night, I was sitting in BASIC, listening closely to "He Knows My Name" by Francesca Batistelli. For those of you who have never heard the song, it is basically about how God loves us individually but equally and that we are valued in His eyes. But the concept of God's love really began to sink in and encourage me that night. Yes, I know God loves me, but that phrase gets thrown around like a cliche, so I thought about it deeper. Do I understand the concept and the definition of what "unconditional" means? Do I really know that God loves me? If I did, I wouldn't be doubting His faithfulness, and I wouldn't be doubting how well He knows how to equipt His sons and daughters.
So there I was, sitting in Science Center 251, listening to "He Knows My Name," and being reminded of God's love. Even more than that, though, I was reminded that God has called me to be a Speech Pathologist, and that He is even more aware than I am of all of the crucial components that are necessary to be completed in order to pursue that career: including the significance of the GRE. So why would God - the one who personally planted this desire in my heart in the first place, allow me to fail and not be able to pursue something He has called me to do?!
The answer is simple: He won't. I am not entering this test tomorrow with blind faith, but with a preparedness that I have been diligent about accomplishing all summer.
The verses from Luke 9 that describe how Jesus fed five thousand people with only five loaves of bread and two fish keep scanning across my mind, as I am comparing that to God blessing the amount that I have studied. Yes, I have studied a lot, but there is no way that I will possibly do well on this test tomorrow evening without the grace and the help of my almighty God. I am not as erudite as one may hope to be, but I do have an omniscient God who is willing and pleased to help me succeed.
Just as God blessed and multiplied the bread and the fish in order to feed five thousand people, I believe that He will bless and multiply what I have studied and help me do well on the GRE tomorrow.
Praaaaise the LAUD.
;)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)